i wish i mattered to someone. i wish i was important. more important than them anyway..
fuck everyone. i feel invisible. infact, i think i actually am invisible to everyone. and its gotten so bad that the people that actually want to be there, i want to be invisible to.
i hate my body. i hate the fact i literally have no friends. i hate that people cant talk to me. i hate that i cant talk to people. idk
remember when we were best friends
i dyed my hair blonde. didnt think the world would end because of it..
did i make the right decision?
i can feel myself going insane. someone please talk to me. anyone. i dont care anymore.
i feel like the people i actually let in are always pushing me away
i feel like people only want me when im gone
honestly just need someone to talk to. hate being ignored. hate being left out. hate being lonely.
just know, its what you wanted
parents are confusing. why would they tell me theyre getting divorced but then they dont really act like it….
ive been really down lately… but tonight, it all just hit me. hard
remember what happened exactly one year ago…. wtf… that was ONE YEAR AGO, feels like its only been like 2 months..